..::[[ What I really want is a Black Rose ]]::..

after a long rest, it's time to update my blog.

2010-04-21T08:46:00.005+08:00

Hey people. I am really sorry as I have not been updating my blog. This is my first entry ever since I started working.

First up, I managed to graduate. Hurray for me! I can't wait to get my diploma certificate and my transcripts. I bought both my graduation gown and the hoodie. So what is left is for me to get a suitable dressing code for my graduation day. =D

Secondly, I am currently working as a cashier in Mount Elizabeth Hospital. I used to think that the hospital is excellent but after I worked here, I guess my thinking about this hospital does change. I will not say much as there might be people working in Mount E and they are reading this.

I did went for QFactor picnic last Saturday. It was not really a blast but I did enjoy myself overall. =D Sally picked me up from work. Luckily only my mom knows that I am going with him alone. If my dad knew about it, most likely he'll kill me. XD Good thing that I reminded him to drive carefully because I know that he is the type that like to drive fast! We "vroom vroom" all the way to Pasir Ris Park. Upon reaching there, it was raining. =O So both of us were like wondering how were we supposed to have picnic when it is raining so heavily? o_O I won't go into details what happened as it might affect some people's feelings. When it's cleared, Sally and me went to meet the rest. At long last, I was able to meet up with my beloved sister, Zizi! Gosh girl! I miss you very much. I managed to take some pictures before we went to the pit that we were supposed to be at. Each one of us brought some food to spice up the whole event =D Sadly there are some of the seniors that could not make it due to work and other things. The event ended around 9:00pm. So what did we do with all the leftover food? Bok's friends came over to get some of the food while I took the durian & custard puffs home! I can say this. The custard puffs are delicious! I love it Zizi! After that, went home and sleep cause the next day we had to go to Malaysia. =D

Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief

2010-02-20T18:19:00.006+08:00

I went to watch Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief with my cousin, Dewi and my QFactor colleagues, Zul and Izazi. We were supposed to catch the 3:30PM show but decided to choose at a later timing as I came late. XP I will be forever late. Hope I will not be late if I ever got a job. So we watched it at Cathay Cineleisure. I would rate 4.5 out of 10 for the fighting scene and because some parts of the story line are quite predictable. For those who have watch Olympians movie before, then some of the story line in this movie are very similar to those in that old movies. However, there is also the comedy side of this movie which might need to understand beneath the story line.

I have also included the sypnonsis and the movie picture of Percy Jackson & the Lightning Theif below.It's the 21st century, but the gods of Mount Olympus and assorted monsters have walked out of the pages of high school student Percy Jackson's Greek mythology texts and into his life. And they're not happy: Zeus' lightning bolt has been stolen, and Percy is the prime suspect. Even more troubling is the sudden disappearance of Percy's mother. As Percy finds himself caught between angry and battling gods, he and his friends embark on a cross-country adventure to catch the true lightning thief, save Percy's mom, and unravel a mystery more powerful than the gods themselves.

And here are some of the pictures we took before and after the movie. =]

A new racer is born!! Presenting SALLYTON!!!!! XD

2010-02-01T12:11:00.011+08:00

Hey people! Sorry as it took me a while to update this blog. =D I had been busy with fyp presentation, school and of course, game. XD

So presentation was quite fine. Well, maybe not that fine cause Sharm might face some problems. =[ But I think that we did quite an average job.

I was working on Saturday and also yesterday. It has been quite some time since the leading crew meeting =D

Saturday's work is not really that tiring but there are a lot of people who are really arrogant. Well, I didn't know that there were 2 pairs of bride and groom. Dewi F and I were like shocked to hear about it. We are lucky that we managed to prepare the food for the 2 couples on time. Phew~! This is the first time that Haris and Rasyid passed me the salary of the crew member. I was quite nervous cause if I was to lose a $5 note, I need to be responsible about it. =S Luckily, nothing bad happen. Nothing much happen on Saturday.

So we move on to Sunday. I get to meet with my baby, Syafiqah!! It's been a while baby =D There was 2 incident happen. First incident was someone fainted during the event. Luckily it was not one of our members. It was one of the guests. Guess he was sick an thus, he passed out as he couldn't hang on any more longer. Paramedics arrived at the scene and brought the guy to hospital. Second incident was someone throw a bag of smelly water. I was there but I didn't get to see what really happened. All I know was that some of the water actually got into the food that were prepared by the caterer for the guest. As soon as that happened, they called the police to the scene. I guess there were a lot of guys in uniform yesterday =P

I saw a cutey too yesterday. He was wearing a grey shirt so let's call him Mr. Grey. =D To me, he looks presentable even if he was wearing a grey t-shirt with pants and an apron XD

Then when there is a cutey, there will always be a retard. Oh my gosh! Thinking about him makes my blood boil~! ARGH! Can't he be anymore lamer? He kept disturbing the girls. I wanted to rip him up! That will make me feel happy though. So what he did he do to just pissed us? Keep winking at us, puckering his lips! EWWWW! I can't go on as it makes my hair stands!!! I told Mr Razali about it too. I guess he took note of the person.

Then I went home with Zul, Sally and Bok. Well not really home though. Let's just say we went for a ride. Those 3 bitches are like looking for a place to cut for almost 2 hours. XD While we were searching for the right hair salon, Bok told us about his childhood.

It was way extreme that what I think it will be. In a way, it's funny yet scary at the same time. Bok really had a schedule of his own. Monday: Off, Tuesday: After recess then come school, Wednesday: Multiple choice, Thursday: Left school after recess and Friday: Off. What the hell? Every friday, his classroom would be super clean and it literally CLEAN meaning no chairs and table including teacher. The class people would throw everything down to the ground floor. XD

So Sally is going to become Sallyton! Why? This is because of the way he drove the car!! Haha. If you are in my position, you would know why I called him that. He drove the car like a guy having mad-cow disease somehow. Sharp turn. Reverse at ultra-speed. XD Don't be fool people. He might look innocent but that kid hides his monster inside. Haha. He got into a fight just because of his face! I really pity him in a way but I can't help laughing.

Then we saw a girl who was wearing a school uniform. She looked like she is cosplaying or something. No offense but Bok decided to scream "Ohayou~!" to that girl! I was embarrassed yet the way he screams just makes me laugh!!! HAHA. After that we saw an Indian couple that is somehow making out under the block. And again Bok started screaming "Pattaya~!" At the moment, I really thought that I was going to die due to excessive laughter.

At last, we managed to find a hair salon after 2 hours of salon hunting. Why we searched until 2 hours? "Sorry, we are closing." "Sorry, but there's long queue." "Shoot, apek cutting ar!" That's why we were salon hunting until it passed 2 hours. -__-"

Those bitches are lazy to ask and I was the one to go in to ask about the price of cutting hair. We went inside and I feel like I am the mother of these three boys. Why do I said this? This is because I am looking at each and single one of them getting their hair cut. XD If I could, I would want to cut my hair but my dad doesn't allow me to cut anymore. He wants me to keep my hair long. I guess he might have fetish about long hair. -__-"

So with Sallyton on the wheels, he drove us back to our home! Hahaha. Thanks for sending us back. I did enjoy our outing together with this three people. Maybe we should go out again but this time it would be me on the wheel =D

First post of the year

2010-01-11T20:10:00.019+08:00

This will be my first post of 2010! It has been 14 days since the new year, nevertheless, happy new year everyone. =]

GCE "O" Level results were being released today. Congratulation to my beloved cousin for getting 10 points! =D Hope you have a great future ahead. As for me, I am thinking of retaking my GCE "O" Level English as I scored D7 for it. I am regretting for not taking it last year. However, I am going to work hard and aim to get A1! Yes I am aiming that high. =D Hopefully, my English has been approving for the past three years in Republic Polytechnic.

Last Saturday was awesome! =D It was Q Factor first Leading Crew Dinner cum Meeting. Almost all of us could make for the dinner. =D Wore the clothes that mom and aunt bought for me when we shopped at vivocity the other day, make myself up and straightened my hair. Meet up with Dewi and off we go to Sakura International Restaurant which is located next to Paragon. Was quite happy when we are able to meet up with almost everyone. The people that I miss was Danny, Hazim, Saiful and Kak Lis. =D Miss you lot so much. =D So here are some of the photos we took. =]

Last post for 2009!

2009-12-31T22:35:00.007+08:00

I am sitting in front of my laptop hearing the far distance music which is making some booming sound to my door. It's not that I am lazy to go for the countdown. To me, spending time with family is much better. Though it is nice to see what's going on during the countdown =] Oh well, I don't really like crowded place that much unless it's a place for me to dance like there is no tomorrow. XD

It's has been a while since I blogged. I guess this is my last post for 2009. My birthday was quite a surprise though. Dad and Aunt each bought a cake. =D So in the end, we had two cakes. One is cheesecake and the other is a creamcake. Hehe. I don't really fancy creamy stuff but since it's my aunt who bought it, I just sincerely take it. =D Plus the name of the cake that she bought for me is called "Fairlady". She said that the name of the cake suits me. =D Thanks Aunt.

Final Year Project submission is soon and I am left with the delete part. Thank god. But I am quite nervous as I am nearing my graduation. The thing is I am worried about is that I got a D7 for my English O level and I might not be able to get a good job. I should have taken it this year. Sigh. Resume is still not done yet. =S I want to work something that I am very familiar with. Best if I work as a programmer or part of a project management or something that I have studied throughout my whole three years in Republic Polytechnic. =S Hopefully, I will be able to get a good job with a good pay so that I would not have to worry about my parents. =]

I am working this Saturday with Dewi! Yippee cousin! So I have to prepare 3 shoes. Normal shoes, flat shoes and high heels. =D Gosh! It will be my first time working as a Elite Team and what's more, I am in charge for that day! AHH! Gosh. Oh and my eye candy will be there! Hahah. Shh. =D He is not someone that I have crush on but someone that can wash my eye for the whole day if you get what I mean! Haha! And I will also be working with that annoying guy. Gosh! =S Oh well, just hope that Saturday will be a good day.

Well here is some pictures for memories. =D

to the guy that used to make my day =]

2009-12-13T21:18:00.004+08:00

I just watched Twilight again on the television. It reminds me of him. And why do I think of him? It is behind it is the movie that we both catch in cinema. The outings that we had are the precious memory. And that was my first time really fall hard for a very tall guy! Haha.

He is not handsome yet he is charming to me. I still see him in school. It's that smile that always make my day. I also fell for him because he has a very cute way of eating and that time when I saw him eat, I laugh because it is too cute for me to not laugh! =D

I am not saying that I still like him because deep down I know that, he won't even look at me. =] So I am moving on. I am not even know whether he does read my blog. But for all I know I did fall in love with you. I hope your days will be smooth ahead

Apologise by Taylor Lautner

2009-12-05T22:52:00.005+08:00

I found this video by accident. Going out to Taylor Lautner's Fans! The song is "Apologise" by One Republic.

Enjoy people!

Ninja Assassin

2009-11-28T22:45:00.003+08:00

Jerrold and me watch Ninja Assassin. Oh my gosh. It was a 4 out of 5 popcorns. It is a must watch movie to all. =D Almost of the scene are bloody but it wasn't scary. More like HAHA kind of scene. =] I really love the part when Raizou said "Mika, Mika, Mika". AHHHH! I was like melting when he said that as if he is calling my name and saying it to me at the same time. Xd Oh Raizou! If only you are mine, all the girls in the world will be jealous of me and you! Ahaha! Too bad, your heart belongs to someone else and you are just a character from a fiction movie. =P

Hilmi actually recommended me a song. When I listened to it, it was something that I have heard it before. At first, listening to it was quite fun but after a while, the song somehow makes me feels so sad and lonely. I guess that song is applied to those who have lovers or those who are in a relationship. Oh well, this shows that I am still not matured enough to be in a relationship.

He also recommend me something about watch the world's strictest parents. Holy Mother! They are really worst than my parents! Ahah. However, I can also said that those British brats are really disrespectful. It is expected of them since they are similar people like them in Singapore. I find it quite interesting watching this. I think I am getting addicted to this documentary. It is not wrong right? Xd

Outing with Hilmi

2009-11-25T21:51:00.006+08:00

It has been a week since I last updated. A lot of things happening. Right now, I have bangs! It might look a bit weird but it seems that I need to get used to it. Pictures taken below.

Alright. Then I went out with Hilmi today. Actually I had done all my work at home. I feel totally bored. I wanted to buy myself a birthday present. However, I felt that my bag will be too heavy to carry. So I decided to leave it until a later date. Time passes so quickly when you're out to have fun. Grr! I guess God doesn't want us to spend too much time on fun but more time in worshipping him and doing things that are not fun such as studying. Ahh! I think I am going to break down if I am being too serious all teh time.

Alright. There are more but I am just too lazy to update. Heh. Alright. Need some sleep right now! Dada! =D

Ignorance - Paramore

2009-11-19T21:13:00.007+08:00

Ignorance - Paramore

I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're the same

Yeah, I've got friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer, and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person, but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're the same

Yeah, I've got friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

1 more day. =]

2009-11-18T16:50:00.003+08:00

I don't why but all I know is that I really want to dance like her! So who is the her? She is Kat Deluna! Oh my. I find her super cute but she dances damn nicely! AHHH!

It is a good thing that today is my off-day. Sigh. Mom pissed me off again. Let's just say that she thought I am SO IN LOVE WITH THIS PERSON. I was like hell no. I told her a lot of times that I am not in love with that person. He is damn like a friend and a brother to me. I just that he is plain retarded to think that I like him. Bullshit!

Alright enough talking about that bitch guy. Now all I care is to meet up with you! Ahahah. Do text or call me when you're free. We shall go out and have FUN! Yup! FUN!!!!

Everything I'm Not

2009-11-17T01:28:00.011+08:00

Oh no, don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you were something different
That's when it all just fell apart

Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
Well, I'm not perfect
Just all messed up

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
And I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me

'Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
'Cause she's everything
Everything, I'm not

It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry, you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life

'Cause you're so perfect
And no one measures up
Yeah, all by yourself
You're all messed up

And I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
And I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me

'Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
'Cause she's everything
Everything, I'm not

Now wait a minute because of you
I never knew all the things that I had
Hey don't you get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight 'cause this is my life

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
And I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me

'Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
'Cause she's everything
Everything, I'm not

But now I see
And I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
'Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
'Cause she's everything
Everything, I'm not

Going out this week? Hmm..

2009-11-17T01:18:00.007+08:00

Once again, hello everyone.

Seriously, I thought that working during Sunday might kill me but it turns out to be just fine. Thank god. My intuition was super correct. It is the girlfriend! o.O It is her first day of work. I must be professional when I am working.

In addition to that, I also worked with my baby boo! This is some inside joke only the two of us will understand. It looks like nature took its course and we are together. x] Let's leave the suprise till later. *winks*

Gosh! I love makeups. I had watched some makeup tutorials by Michelle Phan. I might most of her tips are awesome. =] Love her makeup.

I really can't wait to go out with you. I just wish that you are like free all day long. Heh. We will see if you have a free day where we can go out. We don't really need to catch a movie. Just an outing of you and me will sparkle my day! =] Not to worry, I don't set my hopes too high as I know that you might cancel it on me on the last minute. =/ However, I really hope that you will find a time to go out alright! =] Hearts you!

The chronicles of Tiffany and Freddy

2009-11-13T17:23:00.006+08:00

And I just realise that today is the Friday the 13th! Cool. Here is a picture of Tiffany and Freddy~!

Happy scaring the shit of people~! ahhaha. =D

i love my beautiful stalker!

2009-11-13T17:12:00.004+08:00

Skipped school yesterday cause I don't feel like going to school. So I decided to meet up with Ifah for breakfast. However as usual, I am the one who arrived late and thus, it makes Ifah to eat her breakfast first and head down to woodlands civic centre to book a place for us to sit. =] Thanks and sorry Ifah. We thought of watching a movie but decided to give up on that idea as it was quite late and I have a feeling that the queue in the cinema will be damn fucking long. Turns our to be true! Gosh! I was super hungry but Ifah still wants to stay. So, I decided to say "sayonara" to her because my stomach was already making noise. Heh.

Hilmi's laptop is still being a bitch! Hahah. We had a hard time to chat. Sheesh. And guess what? His mobile phone is also being a whore! Damn it. What's with the gadgets these days? Can't they really work properly? Argh! Don't care anymore. I told him to change his phone. Lol. =] It is a good thing that he got a spare laptop from the Resource Centre. If not, my baby was about to be sacrifice as he needs to use it for UT. See?! Sad right? Oh well, thank god the RC sms him to tell him that there are spare computers. =] Hope you did well for you UT, Freddy. =]

I meet up with my beautiful stalker yesterday~! Haha. I guess got to know that she was jealous of me until she got to know me. Lol. Love, why must you be jealous? You know my heart is only for you right? Hahah XD We shall go on a date again. Why? Because with the two of us, the outing is damn exciting! We have chemistry going on! Haha. You will be my beautiful stalker forever, alright! XD

Freddy and Tiffany

2009-11-11T00:03:00.005+08:00

Hello! I am so damn excited. The reason is because I can finally use my msn again after 7 months of trying to sign in but can't, uninstall, reinstall and etc. AT LAST~! YEAH~!

So after I got a new msn that can log in, I enjoy the chat I had with hilmi. I swear the both of us are very random. He ask me to unlock his phone number by giving me some jumbled up numbers. This is what i replied to him.

Aislings (Ash-Lings) Get it?! says:
to my dearest darling,
i swear that i am going to kill you now

yours sincerely,
your sweetest sweetheart

and this is what he replied.

Muhd. Zulhilmi says:
dearest sweetie cupcake with strawberry on top,
dont kill me baby, but if u do, leave a kiss on my cheek.

Love
your dearest valentine

Damn random right? Haha. Well, I guess that both of us are quite cracked though. Heh. Then we even have time to roleplay. Hilmi as freddy and me as tiffany. LOL We really had a great time roleplaying.

Alright, I think I need some sleep as I have fyp meeting tomorrow. Hehe. =]

I WANT THE CONTINUATION OF NESSIE AND JAKE~!

2009-11-09T18:58:00.003+08:00

Dear Ms Stephenie Meyer,

I would love to read the continuation of Renesmee (Nessie) and Jacob? It seems that the story is unable to be complete without knowing what happen between the two of them after Jacob imprinted on Nessie. =]

Your sincerly fanatic fan,
Aislings

Me, "Best Friend" & Lala

2009-11-09T17:43:00.004+08:00

I really wonder how many of the girls out there are still a virgin? I am certainly one of them. It is really painful to see girls happily giving up their virginity to the guys they "loved" but instead, the guy just want to do it for their pleasure. Most girls mixed making love and having sex together. When girls are making love, guys are just having sex. So what is the difference between the both?

Making love is having sex with feelings like Love, pleasure, etc. DUH! Having sex is having sex with ONLY the feeling of pleasure. Do you get it now, ladies?

It hurts me to see my friend getting crushed by the girl that he had been waiting for 5 years. WOW. Mine was 6 years. Let's name the girl, Lala. Lala is the same girl as I am. Having a lot of friends who are guys. She has overprotective parents, took up religious class and does have a few ex-es. That is normal. But the difference between me and her is that the precious is forever gone to a jerk who should have just been slaughter.

When a girl tells a guy about this, it shows that she really trusted you and hope that you will still accept her despite the fact that she is no longer pure. But if you shoot at the guy whom you know that he has feelings for you at one shot, of course that guy will feel shocked and he has nothing to say as his brain is malfunctioning.

It is sad to say that my friend is the one having the brain malfunctioning. I can't force him to stop loving her nor can I force him to just accept her. All the decisions are in his hand. It makes me feel bad that I can't do anything about it. Sigh

Too bad I'm not someone who steals other girls' boyfriend.

2009-10-30T00:22:00.004+08:00

Maybe it's wrong to call someone "B" but to me, it's stand for brother what. Girls have nothing to worry about. The person that I have feelings is not the person that I called "B". I don't the feelings that you feel towards him. He's like my brother for god's sake. Whatever. Even if I said it, you'll probably won't believe it.

B, I'm sorry for the misunderstand. Still friends right? Sigh. =S

shopping with you.

2009-10-29T16:47:00.006+08:00

Recently, I have been coming to school with taxi and now I'm broke. Guess how much I spend on them but moving on. Jerrold and I went to buy his "BANG" game. He told me the rules and I find it fun to play with. I can't wait to play that interesting game. We did discuss about somethings. There are some happy times and both of us had wished for the same thing which is to go back in time and froze that happy moments. However, we all know that all the good things must come to an end. =[ Bad things will cover up the good things so that it will be balanced out. Sadly, the period of bad things are now.

When we reached the shop, it was way bizzare than I think it should be. First thing we came and they greeted us, "If you want us to harrass, do call us and we'll do it!" I was What the Fuck?! It is totally damn freaky... Seriously, I have nothing much to say except to get out of the freaking shop myself. I was staying close to Jerrold while I was in the shop the whole time. FREAKY.

So we went to Bugis to catch "Lesbian Vampire Killers". The show is plain stupid but oh well, there are some parts that are really damn funny. To put story short, it is about two guys who can't control their dick, trying to fuck girls but can't, being involve in a resurrection of a lesbian vampire queen. Well, the title give out how it's going to be like. Oh whatever. Till then, tata! =]

Misty Grey it is.

2009-10-08T01:53:00.003+08:00

Once again, hello people. I swear to Allah that this is my first time trying a contact lens. I have no problem in putting them in. However, I do some trouble in taking it out. Oh well, I hope that I will get used to it. I bought FreshKon Colors Fusion. I want to try wearing it to school tomorrow. Must not forget to bring the solution and also my spectacles. In case, I might have a eye irritation, at least I can take it out and use my spectacles. =D

On Tuesday, Sharm and I said the same word at the same time. She said that our minds are somehow linked and thus she asked me to make a wish. So I wish that... Well, that is supposed to be a secret. =P We even chose the same words. HAHA... Tic-tock! My favourite word currently. =] I shall tell her the result later today in school. =]

Money wasted

2009-10-05T23:04:00.004+08:00

School has just started today. Thankfully I have no school today! =] Hurray! I spent my whole afternoon trying to find places to pamper myself. Well, it is only like once every month. My first time trying ear candling and also body massage! WOW! The eear candling part, I won't say much but the massage is a WOW. Seriously, I never had anyone massage me, other than my parents and one of my friends. This massage was really good but I had some moment when I felt ticklish. HAHA. I thought of going for facial but I think that it's not the time yet.

So I was that bored to watch FAME. Please don't watch it. I would only rate it 2.9 out of 5. The songs are quite alright but the storyline is kind of boring. It is too predictable. It was a waste of money though. Sigh. I saw the SORORITY ROW poster just now. It seems quite nice. Jerrold wants to watch it. I shall get to him as soon as possible. Another show that I really wanted to watch is DARAH which is blood in malay. It looks awesome. HAHA.

I have to get up early tomorrow. =[ I don't want to see some faces! Argh! Can't they rearrange the class again? Oh well, whatever!

seen it but not happy about it

2009-10-03T01:24:00.004+08:00

Bloody hell. I just saw my timetable. I am glad that I am still in the same class as Ifah!! HI FAFA!!! I guess that we are that inseparable. Sheesh. Hehe. Not quite glad about the new class but oh well, just get through this. Whatever. I have just enjoyed watching "Step Up". I really wish that I can get my hands on "Honey" soon. Sigh. Whatever. I am sleeping right now.

Gravitation!

2009-10-02T00:04:00.004+08:00

It has seriously been a while since I watched any anime. Well, this is my first time watching "GRAVITATION". It is a shounen-ai (boys love) anime. It is not to the extent that they really show what they are doing. The most they go is only up to kissing. Haha. I really enjoy this show. The storyplot is quite interesting. However, at the start of the anime, I was watching this anime with english dub. All I can say that the dubbing SUCK BIG TIME!!!! Sheesh. They really make the character look bad and dull. HURRAY FOR JAPANESE VOICE ACTORS! Well, here is the picture of the famous couple. Shindou Shuichi and Yuki Eiri.

Don't watch it if you feel that shounen-ai is too much for you. That's all I can say. =]

what's life without camera?

2009-09-27T00:09:00.005+08:00

I had fun today. The reason is because my family had came today! WOOTS! Alright, we do have time to camwhore. You can say that our family loves to camwhore. Especially my beloved awin and sexy dewi. Hehe. The picture are those we took. We even had the time to find in the internet to make our pictures animated. COOLIO~! Hehe. I'll see if this blogger can see this picture.

Looks like it works! Yay! Zan can't make it today. Sad but there is always a next time. =] Thus, my day ended with a lot of fun camwhoring with these lovely people. I will always love you my cousins. Muacks! =] Alright. It's 12:30am. Got to sleep now. Good night people!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

2009-09-22T01:58:00.002+08:00

Salam lebaran to all my family, friends and to you too, stranger. Well, I was enjoying my day before someone came. It is a very long story. I felt that this year's lebaran isn't as exciting as I thought it would be. There are a lot of problems in my family right now. The unseparable couple is separating, broken relationships, into debts and there's a lot of stuff. Sigh. Sometimes, I really wonder why do adults do something without having a deep thinking? It makes me to not grow up. But in other hands, I feel that we need to be mature to make difficult decisions. All I know that I want to get my diploma, earn some money and when there's enough money, I want to continue my studies in SMU. =D

I miss you, my silly friend Zan

2009-09-18T00:49:00.003+08:00

Aidilfitri is just around the corner. I really can't wait for that particular festive season. My family and I had done some spring cleaning to the house. At last, it looked much (and I really mean MUCH) better now. It is more spacious as compared to last year. Well, don't want to say it but I am thankfult that my house looks much cleaner and spacious! =]

Dad and I had flu about a week ago. Gosh. It was like too coincidental that the both of us have the same illness. Unfortunately, my dad was quite stubborn and decided not to go to the doctor. Thus, leaving me alone. I sensed something was wrong with my dad. He wasn't like his normal self. I asked him if he had some problems. He only told me what was the root of the problem after I kept pestering him with my questions. His left ear was in pain. Not sure why.

I don't get it why must he be so stubborn and not listen to his child for once. Sigh. I seriously think that guys should really lose their ego if someone is telling them for their own safety. Sigh. He is going to Jurong Medical Centre tomorrow. Hopefully, nothing bad will happen to him.

I miss chatting with Zan. I am quite sure that he is goin to be happy as Aidilfitri is coming. I was hoping to call him but too bad, I was quite sick the last time. I had promised to call him though. Well, I can understand that he is tired with all the training he has been having for these past 2 weeks. Get used to the training, hun! I can't really say much because talking is nothing but doing it is troublesome. Hehe.

planning a blogshop

2009-09-07T22:43:00.003+08:00

Hello! Just what?! I am planning to open an online business. So, what are the things that I wanted to sell cosmestics and it's accessories. Not sre how popular this business will be. However, I am going to try. I will try to find makeup that are willing to work hand in hand with me. Hopefully, I can gain experience and also get some cash for my daily allowance. =]

new camera

2009-09-05T20:45:00.003+08:00

Just got my new camera. Well, it is not the camera that I wanted but who cares. It is quite worth my money. It is Olympus 1060. It includes the following: -

10.0 Mega Pixels
7 X Optical Zoom
3.0" LCD Monitor
DUAL Image Stabilization
Face Detection
Smile Shot
Shadow Adjustment
Perfect Shot Preview
In-Camera Help Guide
In-Camera Panorama

What more can I ask for? hehe =P Hopefully, this camera will last longer than the previous two. Sigh.

Dissolving into the Darkness

2009-09-05T13:57:00.001+08:00

I guess that I love playing the devil now. Seeing how twisted people's feelings can be, brings a lot of pleasure to me. So why do I turn out this way? Damn you people for taking advantage of me. You are DAMN naive to think that I will still be nice. Hell to the lot of you!

can't wait for new moon

2009-09-03T08:31:00.004+08:00

Time for another post. Have you people actually read "Twilight Series" by Stephenie Meyer? Alright. These books are highly recommended by those who are interested in supernatural romance. I'll have to rate these book 4.8 out of 5! There are a lot of things that are quite interesting about them. The books explains that the vampire in these books are nothing compared as it legends. Though I have to say that they still drink blood but they are somehow "vegetarian". It is an inside joke if you can imagine after reading this line in Book 1 of the series: Twilight.

Beware: This contains a spoiler to Book 4: Breaking Dawn.

Apparently, I was quite shocked by reading it. Well, Bella did get married to Edward and she became a cold one eventually. But the shocking part is that, she was able to get pregnant while she was having her honeymoon with Edward in an island. So, she got a pregnant and there were some complications during her pregnancy period. However, instead of 9 months, it turns out to be like 3-4 months only or maybe even lesser than that. So now, the Volturi thought that Renesme, Bella and Edward's biological child is an immortal child, they are out hunting for the Cullens family. As usual, the werewolves will always be there to protect their lands and innocent lives. And the good thing is that Renesme or Jacob called her "Nessie" is able to walk and talk like normal kid. The bad thing is that Jacob had imprinted Nessie. I can just imagine the look on Bella's face.

Oh well, hope Ms Meyer will write a book on Nessie and Jacob. =D I have also watch the trailer to the new movie of the twilight saga: "New Moon". The trailer looks much better. Thus, I hopt hat the movie will be a blast as compared it to the first movie, "Twilight"

A day out with my friends

2009-09-01T05:50:00.005+08:00

Hey people! These are some of the photos that were taken mostly by Siew Chen and edited by Ace during our mini karaoke session with the IT Project Management classmates. =]

these are the things which i really wants. =]

2009-08-27T19:01:00.004+08:00

I just enjoy my day today. I went to TopOne which is at Bugis today. For those who don't know what TopOne is, it is a karaoke place. It is my first time going to this kind of place. Though there are a lot of Chinese songs, thankfully, there are some English songs. We sang our hearts out. We also took picture. Hopefully, Siew Chen will upload those pictures up in FaceBook! Yay!

Then, I went back earlier since my mother is not feeling well. On my way back, I decided to grab a two-way foundation compact powder in BHG from Revlon. The price was very affordable. This is because it cost only $29.90 which include the full compact foundation powder and also the refiller! Isn't it worth it? LOL xD

Bought some cookies from Famous Amos and then went back. =] Nothing more than that. What I really want now is to purchase Supreme Style, Gateway (S$1,688) and also ST50, Samsung (S$399) from Harvey Norman. They are having a roadshow until this Sunday. Hopefully, I can get a new camera as soon as possible. =]

I miss you, Matthew.

2009-08-14T10:12:00.004+08:00

I can't believe it! Matt actually sent me offline messages. I am like DAMN HAPPY! I can't contain this happiness. Oh gosh! I really missed him. We didn't chat for like almost 4 months now.

All I want to say Matthew is that I really miss you though we are separated for quite some time. I hope that we can get together again. I am even planning to fly to Canada to see you.

Happy National Day Singapore

2009-08-10T10:40:00.004+08:00

Happy national day Singapore!

So I have been working for the two whole weekends. Saturday was at Fuchun Community Centre and yesterday was at BLK 206 Choa Chu Kang Central. I can say that I really miss some of the crews especially Zizi though I have worked with her last week. Haha! She is someone that is easily missed. LOL!

Saturday's event was really damn f*cking. The designer and the dishwasher was really damn f*cked up! This is what I wrote for the report.

"There have been quite a few incidents in which I think that it’s best to highlight. The decorator, Mr. Don seems to be fussy about the things we are doing. Such as, he insisted that the thing for washing hands to be place at the back and only upon request, and then we’ll bring out and give it to the guest. In addition to this, he insisted that after we cleared up the guests’ table, we are supposed to arrange the decoration according to his taste. This is because he felt that it might look messy. In addition, he instructed us that we had to put the plates back after clearing and washing as the original placing.

Next incident would be the dishwasher. I understand that they are also a service crew company. However, they are very reluctant to work together with us. When our crew sent the dishes for washing, we’ll usually left it there for the dishwashers to clear the leftover food but in today’s case, they ordered us to throw the leftover and even separate the plates, cups and utensils accordingly to the respective pails. I told them that it would be alright if we were to do it should the front is not busy. I also told her to work together as we’ll be busy in clearing up the plates at the front. An aunt, who looked like the leader of the service crew, refused to work together and told me off. “We are also a service crew company. However, we are paid only to WASH and WIPE the plates, etc today. My job is not to throw away the leftover,” said the leader.

I think that these are the few incidents which also upset the rest of the crew member."

I think that it is very unreasonable! I can't think what this f*ckers were thinking. Hell to them!

Alright, I kind of miss my friend, Azizan. He is in Kuala Lumpur since Saturday. I hope that he'll be back today and hopefully he has my present. Don't worry, I didn't ask some big materialistic present. I only asked him to take a picture of a beautiful scenery in KL. =] That's like a form of memory. It's not that much to ask for, right? Can't wait to see him online. Most likely I will ask him out tomorrow or wednesday.

And I got no school until Thursday! YESSSAAAA~! Haha! Thank goodness, presentation for G301 Final Year Project also known as FYP01 is over. Right now, things to take note is the UT coming up!! My time schedule for my final UT3 is as the following.

C303 IT Project Management 22/08/2009 8:30 AM 8:15 AM 60
C363 Financial and Banking Applications I 25/08/2009 2:00 PM 1:45 PM 60
C367 Healthcare Applications I 25/08/2009 4:30 PM 4:15 PM 60

8:15AM?? I don't even know whether I can like even wake up at 6AM! Shoot man. I need someone to be my alarm clock for me! Haha! Zan won't even hit in the category! Sheesh! He would probably be sleeping.

Come to think of it, he is going to NS soon. So all the more, I should meet up with him more often. =] He shall accompany me to shopping during these weeks! I don't care! Bluek xP Haha! =]

I just heard the "tuck" sound coming from the rice cooker. Smells something delicious. Alright people, I am going to eat the delicious food now! =]

Real Hell Correspondence?

2009-08-04T00:06:00.002+08:00

Anyone here has watch "Jigoku Shoujo"? I encounter this "Hell Girl" as just a character in an anime. However, there has been stories about this girl. I am starting to wonder whether it's true or not. I am curious about this phenomena. I am trying to find more information to clarify my curiousity. All I can say that I might place myself in danger while I'm trying to find more information on these things.

KUBE, I just want to say that I love you!

2009-08-02T21:12:00.003+08:00

I feel very bored these days to blog. The reason is because I was lazy to blog.

I met all of my seniors and junior crew today. There has been a lot things been going on. And I, as usual, am so dumb. I just got to know some of the things today. Sigh.

Bought a new mp3 called the KUBE! Not sure if you ever heard of it. All I know is that I am loving every minute of this lovely mp3.

To whoever who create this mp3, I thank you from the bottom of my heart as it is very CHEAP (only S$34.90) and it can be bought as almost everywhere in Singapore! For those who wants to purchase this KUBE, we can get them at all 7-Eleven outlets. Just need to check whether there is still enough stocks left.

It comes with a 2GB Micro-SD card, a computer cable for charging, a Micro-SD card reader and an earpiece! Cheap right? LOL. If you want more information, you can visit this website (http://ollo.sg/default.aspx). =]

Right now, not working at HDB anymore, disappointed with what had happen with all the guys in Singapore and starting to move on with her life! So yeah! =]

what is friends for?

2009-07-15T00:19:00.004+08:00

hey all! this is something that i think i feel after doing a lot of thinking. even right now, as i am typing this down, WHO IS MY REAL BEST FRIEND? the only answer that i can think NOW of is NO ONE that even i myself could remember. you see, when you tried to get hold of that someone, call or message him/her a lot of times, they didn't reply, you thought something happen to them. but suddenly they pick up your call one day and said that they were "TOO BUSY" as they had "SOMETHING IMPORTANT" to do "EVERY SINGLE DAY".

come on people, don't do this to someone who you think is your friend. they will get hurt one day and will start to hate that side of you even though they accept you for who you are. and i am feeling hurt and this nonsense happen. a simple sincere sorry will help your friend who is hurt to forgive you for what you are done.

why am i saying all of this? because i am too bored to write anything else. this is what i think. some people thought friends are just for shows. that's all

the two people that are making me smile every day

2009-06-19T00:35:00.003+08:00

hello! ahha. seriously, khai and adib are really making me smiling all day long! ahah. i just love being with the two of them! yay! let's just say that i find these two people are very interesting ~~creature~~ people. LOL. hehe. i really hope to hang out with the both of them. i am pretty sure that there will be chaos! SERIOUSLY. ahah! hehe. xP just waiting for the rhino to be free then the three of us can hang out together. =]

the start of a storm

2009-06-16T00:39:00.005+08:00

i was nearly killed by my boss just now. LOL. i thought i could die!!! it was all havoc and chaotic!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shoot me please!! i was like praying that i would not see my boss when i go home.. ahaha.. LOL.. to put it in simple words, i thought i was toasted! but i think tomorrow, i will be more toasted!!! shoot!!!!

then i went to meet adib! he is a sweet guy and obviously taller than me!! haha. damn adib! you toot toot!! heh. i like to hang out with him! makes me want to hang out with him more often! xP but i guess i will try to know him more better. hehe =P we chatted about lots of things. i apparently we do really love there's this particular song. it was "kantoi" by zee (something) LOL. it was so cute!!! then we still manage to camwhore! xD

thanks for being such a sweetie. hope we can get to know each other more Mr. Joker! xP

one, two, GO!

2009-06-11T22:07:00.005+08:00

hello people! i know that it has been a while since i blog. in this month, there are a lot of things happening! but all i know is that my project and my work is pressuring me. however, i still think that i am still able to cope with it.

the project is proceeding quite slow because of my slowness. i guess i need to catch up with it. this is because we need to compile everything and upload to the SIT server as soon as possible. sigh. i need to push myself now.

sometimes, i find that my work place is a bitch. the reason is because there are a lot of politics going on. i just hate it. stupid boss! give us such a high standard. seriously, you should just screw yourself and do all the job that we are doing.

i got my hands on sims 3. it is seriously fun! but the bitchy thing is that it will hang half-way while i am enjoying the game. this shows that i can't really play in my laptop. fucking bitchy! argh! i am so saving up money this month. i want to get both a new desktop and laptop as soon as possible. this laptop of mine is getting shitier every day!

getting my salary tomorrow. i still need to pay utility bills first before i can top up my ez-link. this is so damn bitach! argh! i really wish that this month pay is more than my first pay. sigh.

i miss matthew. i wonder how he's doing right now. =[ matt, do come online. sigh. but i don't even think that he'll read this blog.

i got to know khai. he's adib's friend. he's a sweet person. haha. but he's like a giant and younger than me! not fair! *whack* haha. i can like imagine if we are to stand near one another, people would thought me as the younger sister who is supposed to be older and him as the older brother who is supposed to be younger! aha. i can just damn imagine it! LOL. xD

so the things to do until the end of the month is to:-

1. finish up all the fucking calling and house visits
2. finish doing all the coding
3. get to meet khai
4. wants some answers about all the weird that has been happening
5. buy a complete set of the new vampire novel, "a house of night novel" by the Cast family
6. save money to buy: laptop, desktop and also mp3 =]

All I have

2009-05-22T14:00:00.004+08:00

all i have the veronicas mp3 | lyrics

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Title: All I have
By: The Veronicas

I was missing you
You were miles away
He was close to me
I let him stay
Then I closed my eyes
He almost felt the same
But when the morning broke
I cried out your name

If I'd only known
It would break us
I'd have done anything just to save us

'Cause you're all I have
When the world comes down on me
You're the one I love
And I'm begging you to see
You're all, you're all, you're all I have
You are, you are the one I love
You're all, you're all, you're all I have
You are, you are, you're all I have

You've forgiven me
But it doesn't change
The guilt I feel when you mention his name
No more innocence
How to trust again
Wanna believe that you won't do the same

And every time we fight
We're gettin' closer
I slowly die inside
I'm scared it's over

'Cause you're all I have
When the world comes down on me
You're the one I love
And I'm begging you to see
You're all, you're all, you're all I have
You are, you are the one I love
You're all, you're all, you're all I have
You are, you are, you're all I have

Your love for me was always there
Maybe too much for me to care
Now that I know I messed it up
I'd give my all to take it back

'Cause you're all I have
When the world comes down on me
You're the one I love
And I'm begging you to see
You're all, you're all, you're all I have
You are, you are the one I love
You're all, you're all, you're all I have
You are, you are, you're all I have

there is always a balance happiness and sadness

2009-05-14T22:02:00.008+08:00

hello all! there are some things that make me happy and also sad. =]

i just got my first pay!! yay! i am like freaking happy! wee! but this month's pay will be kind of lower than the second pay. this is because of the number of hours i worked. there are also a lot of things to be settled. the utilities have yet to be paid. lucky for me is that the school fees has been paid.

i will pay the utilities once i have gotten the pin for my new debit card! yes people! i have made my first debit card! hehe xP

here is just a sample of my debit card =]

the sad thing for me is that i lost the keys to my work's drawer and also cabinet!!!! what the fuck?! (T.T) damn! where the hell did i put the keys? did i drop it somewhere? the last time i remember seeing it was on wednesday. =[

I love him

2009-05-02T23:29:00.003+08:00

seriously, i thought that i am not going to live through this. come to think of it, i am quite weird when i am sick. i am still unsure what my sickness was but i hope that i would have a fast recovery. shit! stupid mosquito!! it left like 5 marks on me. damn it!

so yeah.. where was i? ouh ya. i had high fever for the past two night, coughing non-stop until it affects my throat and now my voice is kinda lost. i can't speak that much! it hurts my throat. i feel like crying out loud. no matter how much i drink water, my lips just cracked!!

right now, the damn swine flu is like all around the world. it has also spread to hun's place. i am so worried for you. i really hope that you will take care of yourself. though i know that you might not come here to read, i will always pray for your safety. i am missing you, hun. i hope that i would get to see you again. i love you, Matt. =]

a lot of things going on these days

2009-04-22T20:23:00.008+08:00

it's been a while since i last updated! haha. i thought that previous post will be my last. however, i guess it is not. i am not sure whether i did mention this. i have started working at hdb recently as one of the arrears members. my main job is to do house visit to those house that did not make their payment for quite some time and also for those who don't bother to give their contact number to us.

well, i think that there's politics almost everywhere we go. country, city, school, work and even family. i can't be bothered anymore. i just to fucking work in peace and live my life to the fullest. i can try to avoid them as much as possible because seriously, i find this thing just a plain stupid thing. why must become politics when you can solve it in a good way. but since it can't be solved, it becomes politics. alright. let's skip that.

we are getting along each day. i just love every minute i spend chatting with him. i feel quite bad though that i did not manage to tell him that i won't be online. the reason was because i had to work morning on those days that i don't have school. it is a good thing that he always came back when he is having his lunch. =] but he wasn't there yesterday. so sad. baby, where were you? maybe his school held him back. LOL. he is going to take more photos of himself because i requested! hurray for me. =] how i know him? 秘密 (himitsu, secret) =P hope to see him later on. =]

we just started on our FYP. there are still a lot of things which i was left out. reason is because i was working. i can't help it. i need to help my parents. =[ that's why. i hope my other team members and the advisors can understand.

been playing pw..

2009-03-17T23:04:00.003+08:00

it has been a while since i wrote.. well a lot of things happened..
i don't know where to start.. =P but i think that all of the things happen with a reason.

it is nice to see my dad is slowly changing his ways.. but not as a father or husband.. i shall keep it a secret. he is started doing what he is supposed to do since the time when he had reached his puberty. but sadly, he stopped after i was borne. i wonder why he did that. let the pass be bygone.

i met with max just now. haha.. he was on his way to have a cypher meeting. i wonder why student leader do not have meeting.. =[ maybe i was not chosen? maybe. but i want to go.. =[ it is going to be my last cypher camp! T_T

judo competition is coming up fast! it is going to be on this sunday!! i am so scared.. =[ it will be a miracle if i can get to the next round! LOL almost of the members are injured and i am very worried about them. hope they get well soon. i guess that the training was too bone breaking.. =P

jammerz arena is still going to be continue with the new committee. i hope that we would be able to bring back the pride and glory of JA. we need to recruit people that are loyal and willing to also take up a position is the committee to replace the senior committee. =] hopefully, we can see the changes asap right after SLA fiesta.

i want to buy a new laptop. but dad ordered me to use my current laptop! damn it's like super slow! sigh. i am saving up money to buy a laptop of my own. laptop these days do not come in with installment payment. sigh. i can't really buy them in installments unless i have a certain credit card to present it to them to allow them to get me to pay on installment basis. that is so UNFAIR!! =[

sigh.. alright i am going to sleep now.. =] good night people.

I changed my number

2009-03-03T21:12:00.003+08:00

Hello people! I have changed my number! Please PM me for my number or just message me your number! I need to update all my contacts.

I changed my number because of certain motherfucker who is none other than my father fucking asked me with his fucking attitude!

So I apologise on behalf of my stupid fucking father! Thank you people!

come back with a flu

2009-03-02T07:55:00.004+08:00

i am went to training with sore throat on saturday and came back with a flu on sunday! how terrible is that??? and i need to attend a meeting today but the timing was not confirmed. sigh. what am i supposed to do?

now what i only wish for is that my flu is to go away and never come back. =D but i need if i want that to happen, i need to have a long rest and drink more water and medicine. ahhh!!!

i did took some picture with my colleagues yesterday. we were having a fun time to get know them better and also the training helps to strengthen the relationship of all the members.

i don't know what else to say.. but all i know is that i want to just have a LONG rest.. and recover from this sickness that god has given me. =]

miss going out with him

2009-02-24T14:26:00.003+08:00

sometimes, i wish that i can stay forever to enjoy and seek the hidden beauty of this world. i never thought that i am able to take a picture of this place and it turned out to be quite unique. i can't explain the beauty of the picture but what i know is that this is a place where fishermen works. the river leads to the open sea. i am lucky enough to see the beauty of this place. =]

i am really bored at home, having cramps and had to cook for the family! how bad can that be? but i think that i am going to bake cookies tomorrow. heh. i want to give him the cookies that i baked and ask him for his opinions. =] we are supposed to go out today but he is going out with his friends and search for jobs. wish him all the best! may he get the job that he is interested in. =D

tired but happy!

2009-02-10T20:37:00.006+08:00

hey i am back from malaysia! i am so tired! haha. damn! the prices there are way expensive as compared to singapore! i cannot believe it. can you like imagine? the cost of the shampoo that i am currently using is about $8.00 per bottle and when i see the price in malaysia, it is about RM19.00! i know that the currency we are using is like bigger than theirs but still if you were to like divide it by two, it cost like $9.50 here! that's way expensive! sigh.

did i mention that this is my first time blogshopping? it is totally fun! i am quite scared at first but it turns out that i can trust the website! i am starting to love blogshop. so this is one of the dresses that i have bought online!

the last picture, my mum asked me to put on the leggings that i had bought some time ago. i think that the dress is quite short. XD oh well! i think that i will only wear the dress only when it is the right occasion. =D wootsa~!

a wonderful memory that i won't forget

2009-02-04T11:37:00.004+08:00

tuesday was awesome! i watched live n loaded with all my friends. i hope that we could do that someday again. wootsa!

there are some wonderful memories that i would not forget! seriously. sitting beside you makes my heart beat so fast. my stomach having butterflies. and i can say that that responds show that i do have feelings for you. though i know it would be kind of unnecessary, i just hope that you have the same feelings as i do. =] i will upload the photos soon. =] hearts you a lot guy. =D

Dad, please stop your fucking nonsense

2009-01-30T21:25:00.003+08:00

I hate the fact that you are controlling me. Can you please not control me like a little child anymore. I know that you did that because you love me but seriously, you are a control freak. Dad, can you please understand how I feel?

I have always listened to what you said. But I think that you should at least listen to what I said. Now that you are no longer working, I am the one taking care of you. And stop pressuring me by ordering me to listen to what you say. And you think that what you said, you think it is true. But please, there are some things that you said that I really cannot follow. It is either I don't have the interest or it cannot be applied to my life. Sigh. =S

I know you did that of love but too much of it can ended up me hating you for all my life.

a long long day

2009-01-25T00:15:00.003+08:00

it has been a while since i updated this blog. i have a song in my computer that haven't listen to for about 6 months. trust me. i downloaded the songs but i had not even listen to it as i had forgotten to include in my player. alright. i know that i am a dumb.

so the song title is called "untouched" by the veronicas. it is one of the favourites in my lost currently. haha. i think zana has this song in her blog. haha. LOL. it was purely coincidence that i opened up the file that i kept this song and realised that there isn't any of the songs in my player. heh. so i decided to hear the songs one at a time.

i am going to miss some people in w66j. we shared a great time teasing each other about being someone's girlfriend, if you get what i meant. =d denver actually told me a very interesting secret. i feel the same way too. let them think what they want. i am fine with those kind of people as long as we don't disturb them and vice versa. i am used to people talking behind my back and right in front of my face. just say that you hate Siti when you are talking to the rest and i am in front of you. weird people. and also i think that your frequency and mine is totally tuned out! haha. so we took some photos. but i am lazy to update today. so i am going to find a day where i can compile all the photos and upload them in all at once. =d

recently, i have this dream where my so-called friend was in it. why do i call her so-called friend? this is because we are no longer together unlike the first time we met. it was partly my fault that i hurt her feelings. alright, back to the dream. she always appear in my dream like she was standing at my doorstep, we going to buy something (i don't remember) and so on. this is really weird. there will be an event coming up and i think she is going to be involved. god. i know that this is going to be so awkward. damn. i don't know how i am going to face her. sigh.

i think that i am going to find a job during the holidays. i don't want to be at home always. if not, i need to face that father of mine. sigh. i don't want to talk about him. i just hope that he will be home as soon as he sent his friend to the destination place. sigh.

now i am watching koizora but this time it is the drama series. i love this show. thus, i am going watch it. sigh. i guess that my japanese penpal forgotten about me. or either he just think that i am one of the annoying fans. whatever. i just couldn't be bothered about him. as long as he is alright with the way he is and don't be a jerk, i think that it should be alright. cheers, siti.

talking about holidays, here is something that you would not want to miss. there is a recent email of asking people who wants to watch live and loaded. this is because trcc is giving free tickets to watch the second episode of live and loaded. this is only open to RP students. just click on the link ::http://myrp.rp.sg/sites/trcc/Lists/Watch%20Live%20n%20Loaded%20in%20Mediacorp%20Studios/overview.aspx

so, hurry up and sign up now!! ahha. i hope that he is going too. then we can watch together. =D i think i will remind him to sign up. =]

Another Cinderella Story

2009-01-18T13:27:00.008+08:00

oh my god! i found this cute movie and i think i am in love with the soundtracks. =]

This movie is a retelling of the Cinderella fairy tale, with Mary Santiago (Selena Gomez) taking the role of Cinderella; Dominique Blatt (Jane Lynch) taking the role of the stepmother; Britt (Emily Perkins) and Bree (Katharine Isabelle) as the two stepsisters; and Joey Parker, (Drew Seely) now a famous celebrity that has returned to school for his senior year, as the prince. The role of the glass slippers is now filled by an MP3 player.

-taken from Wikipedia

There is a short-clip for you guys to watch..

You got to hear some of the soundtracks! i am sure that you will dance to the beat.. BANG A DRUM~! =D

being hypnotised... =D

2009-01-16T22:05:00.003+08:00

i skip school half way because i don't feel like continue anyway. we decided to call that dog-faced guy.. but in the end, he was the one ordering people around to do things his ways while we have already done our part in the group. that bitch should be lucky that we called him to our group. we made learnt our lesson. we are going to let him rot until the end of time. damn. talking about him, i do not think that he would have anyone to side with him if he continue to boss people around. even female rapists would not bother to rape his ass off.

so i went out with cheryl (if i got her name correctly), wes and dan. haha. we had fun eating and smoking our way in and out of the coffeeshop. of course that when we are smoking, we smoked outside of the coffeeshop's boundary. i would not want to get fine by NEA just because we are smoking in the inappropriate places.

it seems that there's something going on between my president and that hottie. i tell you that. i can say that even though she is almost the same height as me, she is much more hotter and beautiful than i am. heh. something about her that she loves to leave her mark on people. aha. i also got mark by her. but poor president, he got marked by her almost all the time. haha. =D

then dan and me slacked in the library after sending wes back to his class. wow! hang on there. wes go to class. i am sure you are as suprised as me. =D while i was playing with my game, dan was studying icelandic, which is one of the toughest language to learn. =D good luck with that. in the end, wes asked me to keep him company as he was feeling lonely after he finished class. meet up with ian, josh and one new guy who is also wes's friend. =D josh said that i look like a cartoon when i smiled. citut. ahah. =D well, i guess that that is a compliment. heh. cartoon-faced girl. ehe. =D alright. whatever.

i should call it a day now. =D

judo open house.

2009-01-09T15:18:00.005+08:00

we did our best during our rehearsal. hopefully, it will turn out the best for tomorrow. damn. i have to wake up like 6.30 in the morning~! ahhhhh!!!! i still want to sleep. so sad. =[

that's right. i still haven't figure out why tim was being emo yesterday. hmm. it is not like him not to tell me what he thinks. i feel a bit sad though. sigh. =[

but to cheer me up, there are some of the photos which i took yesterday. and aaron's girlfriend helped me to take a video of us rehearsing. yay! thanks girl. =D

push up (manly style. LOL)

stupid MAT! i don't want to see your head!!

and here is the video. enjoy~! =D

West Grand Boulevard in Republic Polytechnic

2009-01-08T09:35:00.006+08:00

here are some of the photos that i took during the WGB (West Grand Boulevard) performance. =D they were playing acoustic. that is some fresh music to hear once in a while. but sadly, there isn't much audience to get attracted. most of the people there are either secondary school kids and our school people. but seriously, why must they make the open house during school days? i think that it is better for them to make it after school at around 3pm like that. sigh. then that way, more people will be able to catch the performance that is being stored for them to catch.

so i present to you, West Grand Boulevard. i even have record a video on one of their songs.

so that is it for now. i will update later on. =D

retard me

2009-01-07T11:58:00.003+08:00

here i am in the library slacking and not coming for class. LOLOL. i know. i have like skipped 4 times now. =S the only thing in my mind is to check out how good is west grand boulevard. i don't even know if i got their names correctly. sigh.

meet up with zana just now. i was so surprised that she was with her mother eating at kfc. haha. i did not even know that she was there if she had not called me just now. =D alright. she did not bring my blusher. i know. because we did not expect to meet up with each other. =D

he's busy today. so i can't eat lunch with him. nevermind. there is always a next time. hmm.

yesterday rehearse was damn retard and funny. LOL. i was like some mad crazy woman. haha. okay. some inside thing. =D but i really enjoy seeing all my loved ones there. miss them like hell. =[ had some fun time with "throwing" them around. =D so i must get the routine right before this saturday. this is because they is a performance and i am involved. =D i hope that it turns out well. =] wish me luck for this.

great day, great music

2009-01-02T21:22:00.004+08:00

i went to school today to help the juniors with their sound balancing. lucky for me that sadiq and hafiz were there to help me out to. actually i called sadiq in the morning into asking if he can come to help out. it turns out that they could make it. thank you very much guys.

after jamming, we eat together but sadiq, hafiz, akmal and a guy that i don't recognise went off after that. so the rest of us (wesley, zul, ian, daniel and me) we really have a fun time. talking about all the shits and nonscence stuff. see hot chicks and all. ahaha. i have to admit that they are hot as in HOT. haha. LOL. then after that, we just have some smoke break. i just it is fun to hang out with crazy people like them. should hang out often with those people. =D

changing to a new one

2009-01-02T01:46:00.002+08:00

i think i am going to use myflash fetish from now on.. damn imeem for cutting my song to 30 seconds only.. so sad.. but it is alright.. for i have found my saviour.. =D

New song for a fresh new start

2009-01-01T04:37:00.001+08:00

there has been a change of song. hope you guys will like it. this song is taken from the twilight soundtrack, "I Caught Myself" by Paramore. take care. got to sleep now. chiaoz. =D

happy new year!

2009-01-01T00:55:00.003+08:00

happy new year everyone. every year as the new year comes by, i always have something that i will always remember. i know that during those past days, i did hurt people without realising, unconciously. i know what people said about me and i don't care. two things that people will talk about me. it is either that i made that person hate me or they just don't like me without me doing anything. for those whom i have hurt, i am truly very sorry. i know that you might not come to read my blog, but i really want to apologise from the bottom of my heart that i am really sorry for what i have done.

currently, i am watching maid in manhattan. what a sweet story. but reality is reality. that is just like watching a dream. so now it is already 2009. i really hope that this year will be a great year to start a new. hope that i get to know him better. each day that i had spent with you is a very great memories to me but it might crush me into pieces one day.

so this is my new year's resolution for this year:-

1. go to school on time. (i can't lose anymore gpa already)
2. get to know him more better.
3. get him a gift for his birthday.
4. get to know all my other friends better
5. be more sensitive to others
6. meet up with aiiri at the cafe
7. spend more time with my relative.
8. save up money to buy a laptop
9. tell him the truth about how i felt once we have that trust between us

that's all people. happy 2009~! take care =D

a day of bliss

2008-12-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

today is somewhat of a happy day. i thought that i was late but the both of us came late at the same time. as promised, i waited for him at the control station.

and my parents are arguing again. what the hell. hahaha. my dad really has this habit of disturbing people when they are sleeping. it's irritating sometimes, especially when you are dreaming about something very sweet. =D

alright. back to what happened today. i realised that there stand the guy who is listening to his mp3 while waiting for me. how could i be so blind? he was just standing almost next to me. LOL. i know. i am short so it is hard for people to recognise me. DUH! haha. like his new haircut. looks good on him. =D he did apologise for not seeing me, when it is supposed to be me saying sorry. so sweet of him and give me that big smile again. =D alright, i am melting. HAH~!

we are like damn lost as soon as we entered the mall. seriously we are totally dumbfounded. HAH! the mall totally changed as now it is 3 times bigger than previously.we were searching for the atm to withdraw our money. since he was a bit shy, i approached the customer service which was just in front of us and asked the lady for direction. it seems that the old mall was not demolished. instead, the new ones are the extension of the old ones. COOL~!

after finding our way to the cinema, we bought tickets to watch twilight. ahah. i told him that i don't mind watching other movies besides twilight, but he insisted that we watch twilight since i wanted to watch. i really think that he is thoughtful. thank you honey.

then we walked around the mall while waiting for the time to enter the cinema. we browse through laptops and cameras in both courts and harvey norman. he just tag along with me while showing me the laptop brand which looks like the one he has. LOL. the way he speaks and acts is uber cute~! haha. then i found the "ONE" for me. ahah. it is a samsung camera. =D i promise to take care of my baby this time. $229 for my baby. oh gosh. he was quite shock when i said that i am going to buy the camera. well, he thought i don't have the money then. but i told him that i did withdrawn my money when we were at the atm. LOL.

after the adding my baby into my life, we went to mobile phone shop. it turns out that the both of us are using the same subscriber. how coincidence is that? =D and it also turns out that the both of us also wants to upgrade our subscription but the difference is that, mine is the mobile broadband and his is mobile phone. he told me that he wanted to buy a camera phone so much. the salesperson actually introduce him to two latest models of LG. ahah. another too coincidence as i am using LG too. haha. he is really interested into buying one of the models that was shown to him. but he also wants to stick to sony ericsson. ahah. i see that he is loyal to sony ericsson. hehe.

after window shopping and browsing through camera phones, it was time for us to watch the movie. MOVIE TIP #01: ensure your wallet is not fill another currencies~! LOL. we really had a good laugh at seeing me taking out my coins which were more than half are malaysian coins. i did not know how the coins get there alright. =D the seats that were booked for us were quite perfect until i realise how dirty the cinema was. sigh. he told me that the cinema was not really properly cleaned because these people are in the hurry. LOL. but i was not angry about it. while waiting for the movie to start, we chatted about the advertisements were shown before the movie started and other stuff like that.

the first half of the movies, he was muching on the popcorns all to himself. LOL. i did not want to disturb his wonderful snack time. but the second half of the show, he claimed that he is full of popcorns and could not finished. i think he was sharing some with me. i was quite happy that he was seating beside me. just feeling his warmth makes me go high up in the sky. i did realise that in the movie, he was actually looking at his phone and watch to check for timing. i know that he is rushing off after the movie.

i asked him if he has something on after being with me. he told me that he has school activities which starts at 4pm and it was like 3.45pm on my watch when i look at it. i was so mad at him for not telling me that. but seriously, he is a really sweet guy. LOL. we board in the train and sat side by side. this time i am careful enough not to seat close to him as the other time, i saw his face blushing when i sat close to him. LOL. shy kid but i like. =D we talked about some other random stuff about the activities we had and other things. it is a relieved that i am able to have a decent conversation with him. i thought i was going to stutter. LOL.

i really hope that one day, my feelings for him will be passed to him and hopefully, he will accept this feeling of mine. but i do know that i shouldn't have high hopes on him. =D just wish me luck.

lalalalalala

2008-12-30T01:25:00.005+08:00

firstly i would like to say merry christmas everyone.. i know i am late by almost 5 days.. LOL.. well, new year is 2 days away.. sigh.. i am meeting him tomorrow and i am like very nervous.. sigh.. i really hope i will look nice tomorrow to impress him.. hmm.. it is quite a hard work when you really want that person to notice you.. but i don't mind all the hard work.. as long i am happy with the situation, i don't mind doing all the hard work.. =D i think we will have lunch before watching the movie.. HEH.. i maybe i can browse through cameras with him too.. =D wee~!

i am totally buying a camera tomorrow.. thus, i need to bring the big bag.. LOL.. heheh.. all the best to me to find the "ONE" for me tomorrow which is a camera.. and i going to browse with him~! =D

falling apart

2008-12-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

tul decide to quit my band.. now i am left with shahrin only.. not counting the year 3s in my band.. i don't know what to say.. i am just too sad to think and say anything.. i just too dead..

love the lunch date

2008-12-22T22:48:00.005+08:00

today was kinda great i guess.. haha.. went out to lunch again with the same person.. haha.. my new friend.. =D well, we are supposed to go to gym but he was lazy and i had to run an errand for my dad.. gosh.. =P

but in the end, we did go out for lunch and i am quite happy about it.. wee~! heheh.. =P i just got to know his real full name today.. all this while i thought that i have been calling his nick name.. but actually i have been calling part of his name.. haha.. still give me that sweet big smile.. ahha.. *melt* LOL..

so i actually find out more about him that he is the youngest brother in the family.. his dream is to be a doctor when he grows up.. but he and i felt that it is kind of too late to be a doctor because of the diploma that he is taking now.. thus, he is planning to work in the music industry which is to become a music producer.. i wish him luck in achieving his dreams~! yeah!! =P

then we actually saw one of his friends.. ahha.. that guy was with a girl whom my friend said is their juniors.. we were like hiding because he thought of pull some stunts onto his friend but we were like i don't know.. playing hide and seek somehow.. ahhaha.. it was so cute to see him like that..

i think i would not get bored by seeing his smile, his eyes, his everything.. =D ahaha.. wee~! weird right.. then we went home together.. well, not really together lah.. but just taking the same train.. haha.. he lives somewhere in jurong area.. haha.. he actually wants me to listen to a song that he recorded which is "when you're gone by avril lavigne".. haha.. but in the end, he actually plays two songs which are "I'm Yours" and the recorded cover song.. aha.. cute lah you.. ehheh.. but nevermind.. you can always pass that song to me anytime the both of us online.. =P

fuck up wedding..

2008-12-21T18:58:00.003+08:00

it is 7.00pm now.. i am still facing my laptop once i stepped into my room.. sigh.. i am very beat.. but i don't really feel that tired.. that take~! haiyah! stupid people with voices that can't sing.. gosh.. you nearly drowned myself in that toad voice of yours.. well, you did try to make your voice sounds nice.. but you just tried too little.. HAHA..

aha.. i accompany my dad to my brother's wedding.. not my real-blood brother though.. i am the only child, for heaven's sake.. i was so lucky that that the bitches were not there.. phew.. but there are still some people that i do not want to say.. i want to give comments to the overall wedding in terms of the designing, the dressing, the food and also the performance..

design: Bad. This is because the design includes the structure of the tables and the seating available. It seems that there were not enough seats for the guests to sit.. and guests are also having a hard time walking around as the place is really damn cramp.. seriously.. even a kid smaller than me had a hard time to walk through the big walls of people.. sigh.. There is also no proper table for the bride and groom to eat.. sigh.. totally bad..

dressing wise: the dress that the bride is wearing makes her look older.. she could have look younger in other colours.. stupid makeup artist..

food: HORRIBLE~! it is either too salty, too sweet or no taste at all!!! what the fuck???

performance: (karaoke session) the singers that are assigned really needs to go for vocals classes.. they suck to the core.. a kid and me sang better than those faggots.. they are inconsiderate when the bride and groom came, they are suppose to be silent but they just continue and it shows that they are disrespecting the newly married couple..

(percussion that accompany the couple) they were out of beat.. lost counting.. oh gosh.. and they actually needs someone to take the initiative to start off everything before the performance start.. sigh.. no sense of responsibility.. stupid people..

that's all i have for today.. =D

just for you, ila

2008-12-19T21:35:00.005+08:00

this is for my darling, ila.. ahhaha.. lol.. she keeps pestering me to upload my pictures.. alright.. so here are some of the pictures that we togther.. =]

so i guess that all folks.. =D the rest i leave you to view this pictures.. =D

thanks for the wonderful day.. =D

2008-12-18T18:07:00.005+08:00

hehehe.. i was happy today and tired too.. lol..

i sent my father to clinic.. damn he was sick.. hopefully he gets better soon.. sigh.. and then it was like too late to go for judo training.. because it was nearly 12pm.. sigh.. but i have a lunch date with my friend at 1pm.. gosh.. this is so rushing..

luckily, my dad allows me to go out to have lunch with him.. =D yay~! so i ended up waiting for him at clarke quay for almost 2 hours.. =[ haha.. train delay and also because he couldn't burn his songs to the disc that he has.. HAHA..

he surprised me from behind.. i seriously didn't know he was like right behind me.. stupid.. nearly make me scream.. lol.. haha.. so told him that i was like UBER hungry.. he felt like having a something huge to and fast to eat.. so we decided to go to burger king.. LOL.. haha.. he bought his favourite burger, whopper and a hershey pie.. and me? i bought a rendang burger without onion.. that's all.. ahaha.. he did ask me of why i did not buy the chocolate pie that was having promotion.. haha.. dang~! i will be high on sugar and might not be in the correct state of mind if i were to eat the pie... LOL.. chocolate makes me to haywire.. but he asked me to share his hershey pie with him as he felt that he was unable to finish his meal.. so i ended up eating the non-creamy part of the hershey.. LOL.. and can you imagine that he has a cute way of eating?? haha.. =D and he did something outrageous.. he ate fries with cream.. What the HELL?!? haha..

after finished eating, we went to starbucks to chill for a while.. he took out one of my favourite laptop brand which macbook~! AHH~! i love it.. ahha.. but he actually loans the item from school.. ahaha.. he actually wanted to burn his songs to the cd.. but it seems that his cd was spoilt.. haha.. bought a new disc and we are able to burn the songs that he will be spinning later in the night.. hopefully it turns out well.. good luck hun~!

we did take a picture.. i will upload them later aites.. =D stay tuned..

a post to.. WHATEVER!

2008-12-18T00:26:00.004+08:00

i am finally back.. ahah.. birthday was a blast.. photos are at the bottom.. so i am officially EIGHT-teen.. haha..LOL..

yesterday, i went out with rid and azim.. i had fun though.. but too bad, the rest couldn't make it.. sigh.. i was quite upset about it though.. but there is always a next time.. i am sure that we can make it for a class outing guys.. haha.. i am looking forward into meeting you people soon.. i did take a few shots of rid and azim.. haha.. i am lazy to upload though.. i will post in here when i have the time..

argh~! stupid phishing people~! can't you just leave my account alone?? damn you for hacking into my MySpace account.. then i have to stupidly change my password.. assholes.. but i should also thank you because you make me change my password.. well, there is always pros and cons of having your account getting phish.. but i am still frustated for the fact that you hack into my account, you stupid fool..

so now i am looking forward into meeting my judo mates, lunch date with my friend and also dinner with my ex-schoolmates.. though there are some people whom i do not want to see.. but who cares.. they can just rot for all i care.. hmm.. what should i wear for my lunch.. should be something simple i just.. haha.. so sorry that i couldn't make it when you are spinning.. lol.. so guess that this is a make up for my absentism.. lol.. =D

i accompany my mother to delifrance.. guess that she is craving to eat the lasagne.. ahha.. wow.. of all the things she is craving for.. well, i spent almost the whole day taking care of my sick father.. poor him.. he got no voice to talk at all.. luckily for me, i have quite a sensitive ears to listen to what he is actually saying.. i know how you feel.. this is because i will always get a sore throat which will ended up making me losing my voice.. and each time i get my voice back, it sounds different.. and therefore, i have to get use to the new voice and tune it to the same pitch and wave as to before i lose my voice.. trust me.. it is very tiring.. =[ sigh..

i wonder what is wesley doing? ahah.. lol.. hopefully, he is still alive somewhere with some cash with him.. if not, he is going to rot in some unknown place.. ahha.. =D hope you are still living and kicking~! =D

Some thing that i don't even know..

2008-12-07T10:07:00.006+08:00

Tagged by Fara

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?

   I do and I am very sure that all of the people exist do have at least a secret that they might not want to share.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
   I don't mind falling in love with a person who is younger than me. But of course, he/she must only be 1 year younger than me.. If not, people will consider me a pedophile like JT..

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
   Erm.. If we are a couple, I don't mind waiting.. But if it just a one-sided love, I think that I should seriously move on.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
   Half of the money will go to my parents who have been supporting me for the last 18 years of my life. Quater of the money will be donated to those who really needs the money. The last three-quarter is for me to spend on the things that I want to buy and also to save money for myfuture plan (university?)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
   Erm.. I don't think so.. but I have a best friend who fall in love with me but I just couldn't accept him because I really have no feelings.. Sorry if you read this.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
   Can I somehow change what you ask. I think it is more blessed if you are being love by someone you love. That way, both parties will feel blessed together.

7. How do you define love?
   Love is mysterious and blind. It appears out of nowhere and disappear just like that. Love is blissful and painful at the same time. I guess that it is very hard to define love..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
   This kind of situation happens to me. So when I found out that the person is attached, I will first chill and then move on..

9. Is there anything that makes you extremely happy?
   Yes~! Yesterday's birthday party just for me~! OH MY GOSH~! =D

10. What makes you sad?
   When they don't understand what I am trying to say and the fact that they don't accept me as for who I am.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
   I will be 28 in 10 years time. I think out working, having fun by shopping, clubbing.. hmm.. Marry? I seriously don't know..

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
   My family, my friends.. My crush (I think..) Lol =D

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
   Hmm.. I think the memories that I have is the most important thing in my life.. Without it, I am unable to recognise people whom I really cherished.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
   Single and rich.. This is because if you are married and poor, who is going to feed your children? There will always be pros and cons of being both single but rich and married but poor.

15. What is your favourite colour?
   Almost all colours except for PINK!!

16. If you fall in love with two person simultineously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
   I think I will go mad.. Haha.. I am sure that one of them is the ONE. But we can try going out to see if we are really compatible with one another. =]

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
   It seems so too. I have done it all the time..

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
   I wish you luck in your life~!

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
   If my lover is being to unreasonable, I will choose my friends.. But this is really a tough choice.

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
   Not now.. Guess that I still haven't have this experience before.. =]

5 people to do this survey:
Zana, Mira, Nonoi, Melissa, Joo Teng (Pedo) =D

flames award

2008-11-28T12:31:00.008+08:00

i went skip school yesterday to go out with zana!! haha.. miss her a lot.. i really wished that we can go out some time again soon.. but sadly, those outings will have to wait until my holidays which is starting on 13/12..

she did my makeup and i really love them.. haha.. i really tempted her into buying mineral makeup! haha.. i just love mineral makeup.. they are easy to use and the brush that we saw at body shop for the mineral makeup is super soft!! ahha.. just imagine if you are going to buy a whole set of the mineral makeup! i think you will need at about $1000. just in case. the $1000 includes the foundation, blusher and eyeshadow of different shades. =] that's why. if you are buying one shade for each product, then i think you only need about $200.

this is what i look like after the make over that zana had given me.. i think she is like a magician with the power to make someone pretty.. =]

in this picture, my face look very ROUND! =P

second shot

i just love this shot.. don't know why..

edited by zana.. in the world of darkness, there is still light shining..

3 shots in a column

i really flames award but there are some things where i don't like! aha.. the MCs for yesterday are so terrible.. oh my gosh! it is obvious that they didn't have much experience in doing these things.. how i wish that some other people would have taken their position, like nura.. i think she is a really good in doing her job as an MC.. =]

the food was horrible!!!! argh!! damn! there is a non-sauced spagetthi, hashbrowns, fried chicken and also a tasteless jelly for dessert!! what the fuck?! yuck! i think that they really need to work on the ordering of their food.

then it is party time!! woohoo~! i have a wonderful time!! haha.. with all my friends there.. vin.. sorry i didn't go to your side.. ahah.. =] so here are some of the photos that were taken during flames..

Joann and me

Elijah is scaring me!! =P

smile nada!! =]

my ignite friend.. =]

mr karl and me

why is he taller than me? =[

felicia was quite bored during the event..

my junior and dance partner

don't you just find him too cute? (OUCH!! you tape your face!!)

joann and iqa (lovely girls)

woohoo!! soon!! it is going to soon.. both to my legal age and also my holidays.. i am very anxious while waititng for my birthday which is due in 4 days. oh my gosh.. i am so nervous. i wonder how is the celebration this time round? maybe just stay at home maybe? hmm.. i don't know.. well, i have been waiting for the day that i turn 18.. i don't know why but 18 sounds convincing.. sigh.. who cares.. as long as i am happy and healthy, i am alright.. =]

i am indeed the most cruelest person in the world

2008-11-26T15:24:00.006+08:00

i know that i am being very cruel. i am really sorry. i know that during these few days you are very happy with me. i know that you will need time to heal. don't worry. i also need time to heal myself. i hope that we will be friends no matter what happen. i really love you but only as a friend and a brother. i hope you will understand my feelings. knowing you, i can feel you crying silently in your heart. i am crying for the both of us. you are a good man. you are bound to find a girl that have feelings for you.

i am being cruel to you. i am very sorry...

i am so confused..

2008-11-25T15:07:00.003+08:00

i am so confused now. it is good that someone like me. but what am i supposed to do if i don't really have the feelings that he has for me? i am so confused. and i feel that i like someone now. i can tell you that it is not that jerk.

i am really disappointed that he broke all the promises that we had made. sigh. and i guess that i get my hope to high..

i am going to give it a shot. i want to see how long we can last. if i can have feelings for him, then i will continue on. if not, i really have to tell him that i have no feelings for him despite the way he feels for me.

i know i am like a bitch. but what am i supposed to do? i already told him that i have no feelings as the way he feels for me. i also told him that it is alright if we give it a shot. in addition, i told him that i might hurt him in the end. though he tells me that he is prepared to face the consequences, i think that i might really hurt him a lot. what am i supposed to do? he is my precious friend. =[

I AM EVIL AS ALWAYS..

2008-11-21T16:49:00.003+08:00

oh my fucking god. i do not know what to say but the faci who invigilate us is pure crap! she is just too GAYSHIT! oh my.. and she treat us like some freaks who had broken out fromthe zoo. just DIE! who cares about you! and one thing for sure, YOU ARE PLAIN STUPID! just because jonathan said that he would copy his friend's answer, it does not mean that he will copy, you FREAKING BITACH! and why can't i sit at an empty seat which is in front of me and you ask me to seat at freaking empty table? for goodness sake! can't you freaking see the seat! it is either you too fuck up or too bothered by the fact that the choice of me seating there. what's wrong with her? her cunt got problem is it? then want to vent her anger on some strangers that she doesn't even know! SCREW YOU! DIE!! AHAHAHHAHA... =D

fairies, specialists, nymph.. -.-

2008-11-21T00:26:00.003+08:00

hey people! it has really been a while since i updated. alright. here are some of the fresh news

my performance was somehow average. but i really find that the others had really done their best! good job guys. i will post some of the photos here but most of the photos will only be available at jammerz arena website. ahah!

then there was a performance by two of our jammerz arena bands. well, i am really puzzled about the second band that played. why is one of the members not playing? i want to ask but i think that they are having some trouble. thus, i do not feel like asking as i might be asking a taboo question.

this is the first time that i really left school early after lesson. tim and i were like rushing to causeway point to catch a movie. well, the movie is kinda lame in a way but i really like the graphics. oh well, i guess that it is a bit lame as it is for little kids especially it targetted mostly on girls. ahaha. we were like the only teenagers while the others are mainly little kids and gays! ahha.. =D

pictures will be uploaded. so sorry if i had forgotten! alright people! nights! adios senior, seniorita!

11/11/2008 will be very memorable

2008-11-07T00:24:00.003+08:00

My PP presentation is over! Thank god! I thought that it was going to be very difficult. Sigh.. It was not that easy also. There might be a certain point of time where I missed out the points that I felt that it played apart in the presentation. Guess that I am quite nervous. Who cares?!

Now that PP is over, I have another thing to worry about which is the upcoming Reflections 2008. It is happening next Tuesday! Argh!!! I am so nervous!! This will be my first time performing in front a lot of people!! Sigh. What am I supposed to do with my nervousness? Sigh.. =[

Alright.. I am tired and I want to sleep! Night! =]

everything is normal

2008-11-01T22:54:00.003+08:00

Just another boring day in this life of plain Jane. Yup. That is who I am. I do not think that I really shine that much but who cares! As long as I like my life now, I think that I do not have anything to worry about.

I still have my PP poster presentation and JA concert to worry about. Not forgetting the bands who might be playing for the charity stuff. If no one wants to, I think that I will ask Wesley's or my band to play. I think I post the information into the JA blog. It has been a while since I updated that blog. Gosh! Got to inform them about Reflections 2008 too. No worries. I will settle it latest by Monday. I guess that I have a lot of things going on in my mind currently. Sometimes, I wish that I wasn't any part of these things. I feel that it is unfair that the 4 of us do all the job, while the others just shaking legs doing nothing. All they know is to push people around and getting the credits all to themselves. Sigh. Ask them to come for a meeting, only see the four of us. Seriously, I want to scream at their faces and tell them to do what they are supposed to do and not pushing their work to us. Sigh. If you ever read this, PLEASE BE RESPONSIBLE AND DO YOUR FUCKING JOB~! Just come for a fucking meeting and don't give me reason such as outing with friends while the meeting is about some freaking event that will have an impact to our IG!

I do want to sit down and talk about this after Reflections 2008 and before our internal gig. Wesley, if you are reading this, you should know what I have in mind. I will tell you the details soon. Don't worry! I will bear all of the consequences. I have always been the hated girl. So this is nothing to me. =]

So what's with him these days? Who cares? Screw him! I don't even care about him anymore. He could just work and do what he wants all the time. I would not bother to ask him anymore. Because he can't stick to his promises and I hate promise-breaker. Let me say this. I DON'T WANT TO BOTHER YOU ANYMORE. HAPPY? HOPE YOU ARE, JERK!

Wee! I got work tomorrow. It will be at Petir Road! Quite near somehow! Yeah! Hope I don't bump into anyone! Ahha!! AND... I got to meet with Fiy!!! AHHHHH!!! I seriously missed her!! hahaha.. I will really have fun tomorrow! Alright! Mata ashita people! Oyasuminasai!

WHAT IS TAKING HIM SO LONG?

2008-10-30T12:46:00.004+08:00

It has been a while since I last blogged. So many things have happen to me recently. I really enjoy and hate what has been happening lately. But who cares, now the only thing in my mind is to cure myself and get my old healthy Siti back. That's right! I am officially sick. I did not manage to go for judo training because I was bed-ridden. Damn it. The only time I could have spend my holidays with my mates! Sigh. What am I supposed to do? I am going to make up for the training that I had missed. Sigh.

I am going to miss the time I spent time with my family in IMM. We really enjoyed that day. It was really a fun day. It happened that all of my family members were craving to eat Swensen on that particular day. Thus, we though of having an outing in IMM. I did manage to buy 2 pairs of casual shoes. Haha! Oh well, I will post the pictures soon as I am too lazy to upload them now. -.- Haha!

I am more worried about what is going to happen on the 5th and the 11th of November. 05/11 is my PP poster presentation day. I am really nervous. Wish me luck! Ganbatte! Fight! Haha! On 11/11 is Reflections 2008 which involves my band. We are performing in front of a whole lot of people on that day. I am so freaking nervous. In addition, I am the vocalist and somehow I am the one responsible for the crowds' behaviour. AHHHHHHHH!!! Alright chill..

Now I am waiting for that jerk to come. BUT HE STILL HAVEN'T REACH YET! HOW COOL CAN THAT BE? OH GOSH!!!! SCREW HIM SERIOUSLY! ARGH~!

i miss you, my dear camera..

2008-10-24T17:08:00.004+08:00

Alright.. Here is the photo that were taken during the raya.. Sorry for just uploading them now.. =P

So the rest of the photo is still in my aunt's camera.. Sigh.. Talking about camera, I just lost my camera again.. So sad.. I really wonder where it drop.. I do not want to say that someone steals because I do not have enough proof to pin point anyone.. Sigh.. I really hope that my camera is at home.. =[

Thanks for the great memories

2008-10-20T21:08:00.006+08:00

i really had enough excitement during the whole weekend. my judo mates came to my house on saturday. they were the first batch of group that came to my house. my dad order satay and he was the one doing the cooking somehow. we really enjoyed talking to one another and they managed to not disturb me as they would usually distrub me when we are together. ahaha. all of you should know what i am talking about. it was careless of me to not take photo with all of you. i am so sorry. please forgive this short-term memory girl. to all of you, i promise to tell you what happened alright. haha. jt, he did come! oh my god. ahaha. like i said, i will tell you guys alright. =]

5 minutes after my judo mates left, my relatives came. i did not expect them to come to my house on that day. then my house was like crowded like hell. haha. you can say that it has almost become a market except that the floor is cleaned. so i had to take care of my two nephews who are really cute. this time is better. this is because my younger nephew seems to like me already! yay! i really hope that he will continue to like me. =]

then i message khai. at first that his band mates and him are unable to make it. but i told him that there are a lot of food. so sorry guys. it seems that i am like forcing you guys but it was actually my dad who was like kinda annoyed when i told him that none of my friends are coming. so by forced, i somehow forced you guys to come down even when you are tired. i apologise. i really hope that the both of you have a good time talking to my relatives.

my mom, my aunt and also one of my cousin saw the guy that i like. apparently, he came to my house! my aunt and cousin said that he looks handsome and a nice guy. haha. he is a nice guy and i have to admit that. however, he might just be a little bit different than how he looks like. thank you for coming down hun! =]

today, i did not go to school as i went out with ifah to plaza singapura again! haha. stupid school. ask us to bring thermometer to school. i really wonder why the fuck do they need us to bring thermometer for? is there any outbreak of i don't know, SARS? hmm. who cares. i just need to take care of myself and get myself fitter.

i have an appointment on the 6th of november. i also need to bring at least $100 along with me. what am i having on that day? it is a secret. just wait and see for the outcome. =] wee! hope that it works. =]

i HATE YOU can?

2008-10-15T15:45:00.005+08:00

have you ever try to ask yourself of why you do this and why you do that? try asking why until you have no answer.. i guess that this is somehow known as self-reflecting.. i am sure that you will be funny at some point of times where you found out the reason of why do the things that you do. . =]

uncle nelson came yesterday~! haha.. this time round, we did have warm-up and cool-down.. cool.. it has been a long time since wani came for training.. she is so rusty that she couldn't do her rolling break-fall properly.. it is somehow embarrassing to her as uncle nelson ask her to work on her rolling break-fall when she is wearing a yellow belt.. trust me, i am not trying to embarrass her but i guess that she is really really very rusty.. well, she could get better if she come for training regularly..

then today.. i am pissed off at this person.. oh god.. why does she piss me off? the reason is because she doesn't know the attire of pt~! WOW~!@!?@! is she an elementary student? GOD DAMN HER~! try wearing jeans and come for PT.. i can ensure you that your fucking jeans will tear!! how dumb can you get? and how do i know what's in for the program? i am not the one conducting the pt.. ask the trainer and not me because i ain't the trainer! i seriously don't want to talk to you anymore! argh!! piss me off with her retard question...

happy to see him

2008-10-13T20:59:00.003+08:00

today was html ut.. i felt confident of getting at least a "B" grade for this.. i really want to excel in html and php.. well, tomorrow is php ut.. so i am going to study later.. oh well, i just hope that it would go well for tomorrow's ut.. argh! tomorrow is also system analysis & design.. i don't really like that module.. it is super dry.. argh!!

i got to see that person again.. of course that i was happy to see him coming to school.. we did not really talk much.. but at least, i got to see him.. nice talking to him but sadly, we only like talk about 5 minutes.. then the rest of the time, he spent that time talking to other friends.. as long as he is happy, i am happy too..

i just get to know from wesley that apparently, there has been rumours about wesley and me being together.. OH MY FUCKING ABYSS!! wesley and me are just friends you dumbo! whoever starts the rumour seriously have some explanation to do if i ever find out who the fuck is that bitch.. gosh.. so let me clear the rumours.. WESLEY AND ME ARE JUST FRIENDS~!

comfort from my hun!

2008-10-09T08:55:00.004+08:00

my hun is so sweet!! ahha.. he cheer me up through his nick! the picture is below..

i forgot to post the pictures that we took after judo. here are the photos that aaron's girlfriend.. ahaha.. so here it is..

love them all.. haha.. thanks for being there for me, hun! =]

losing all emotions..

2008-10-07T12:47:00.006+08:00

i am crushed again! i wonder if people really love to play with my heart. i waited patiently and get crushed again and again! wow! i wonder how many people is going to crush my heart again and again! this bitter sweet pain. i wonder if i ever get addicted to it? i guess that sooner or later i am going to lose my mind. yet again, i have already lose my mind ever since i was in secondary school. the only time i again back my consiousness is when i am with him. yet now, everything is crushed just like that. i think that i am a broken doll now. i should lock all feelings deep in my heart.

an unforgettable dream

2008-10-04T09:46:00.003+08:00

these past two days, everythings seems like a dream to me. it is as if nothing has happened and the time we spent together disappeared just like that. i came to realise that i have feelings for you after we decided to stop. it is quite hard for the both of us i understand. i wish i could just tell you that i want to try date with you for a month and see how it goes. but i am really scared to say it out. scared to hear your reply. scared that everything might just end just like when you are dreaming while you are sleeping. i have no confidence in myself into telling you that. i know that you want to be free and still want to have fun by working and looking at girls. that is why i dare not tie you down by telling you that i have feelings for you. i guess that i am seriously a dumb girl to have let you go just like that. maybe when everything is settled down, i will be able to talk to you face to face..

2nd post of the day... =]

2008-09-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

i bought a new mouse!!! i am so freaking happy.. this is because the old mouse is no longer working.. i think it is due to the wire that is being coiled up too much.. hahaa.. =] i bought the "logitech" mouse.. at least, the mouse has some name that i know.. ahha.. i always heard of logitech that often.. thus, i think that i really trust this product and hopefully that it will not disappoint me.. =] however, i guess it will bound to be not working as te years go on.. haha..

MIS UT was quite alright.. so far there are two questions that are quite hard for me to answer.. i hope that i would be able to score well for the UT for the all the first UTs.. so 3 more UT to score well before the 2nd round of UTs... haha.. i am so looking forward to web multimedia's and web application's UT.. seriously, i am targeting to get at least a B+ for my overall result of web multimedia and web application.. i guess that i would not skip the classes for these two modules.. this is because the coding are so interesting and fun!!! i really enjoy having these modules.. wish me luck! =]

i am freaking excited!!!

2008-09-29T14:54:00.000+08:00

here i am rotting in class.. sigh.. it seems that SnD is very dry.. sigh.. now i have PP poster to worry about.. hopefully i am able to finish it by this october so that i have more time preparing for reflections 2008 which is coming up in november.. though november might seems very "far away" it is actually very near and i am afraid that we would not have enough time to practice.. then istill remember that the trcc commitee wants to look at our rehearsal which will be most probably be one week before the real thing.. hopefully that we are able to pull through the songs that we had decided..

alright.. i am kind of excited? why? the reason is actually very simple!!! 2 more days before hari raya, there is no school tomorrow, wednesday is a public holiday and i am celebrating hari raya at malaysia!!! hahhaa.. miss all of my cousin there.. though there are some people that i do not wish to see but who cares!! i just want to have fun there.. wee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't wait to eat with all of my bffs and friends.. ahahaha.. =] hearts you guys a lot.. =]

if only we could have wings...

2008-09-24T12:09:00.000+08:00

i have changed my blogskin.. ahaha.. this time without any navigation! once in a while i feel that it is quite alright not to have any navigation.. though i will miss the navigations.. ahha.. i will change my blogskin after a few months i guess? i did not go to class and spend my time with ifah again.. haha.. i want to meet with my bffs.. haha.. hope to see them soon.. =]

today i got jamming with my mates today.. hopefully, we can be more tighter this time.. we really need to be very tight.. sigh.. i am wondering if we would have time to be a tight band.. i wonder.. hmm.. oh well.. as long as we praticed frequently, i guess it can help the band to be more tighter.. =] wish us luck.. =]

sean is being so sweet.. ahaha.. thanks friend.. i would also want you to have wings so that you can have a good time in singapore.. too bad that you are at the other side of earth.. sigh.. damn.. i guess we would be able to meet one day.. i love having you as my friend.. =]

WOW!!

2008-09-23T09:08:00.000+08:00

i went shopping with ifah! ahha.. =] alright.. why was i not in school yesterday? it was because ifah and me came like almost 9.30 am.. that was why we decided to not go to class and wait for my 3 bffs to come to take their cookies.. aahha.. i did bake the cookies and it turned out to be quite fine!! though there is someone who don't really fine the cookies quite alright.. ahhaa.. =] so we went to explore bugis street and plaza singapura because she wanted to find her shoes for hari raya.. =] at long last!! finally, we managed to buy her shoes.. ahhaha.. =] hope you are happy with your shoes..

i think i have already said.. if you don't like my blog, just fucking close the browser.. i think everyone should know how to close their browser.. don't want to close and tag me, well go ahead.. every tag that all of you write will be replied by me.. =] it's my say people.. so can i just write what i want "peacefully".. thanks.. i really appreciate you people coming here and tag my blog! thank you so freaking much!

what happened in two days..

2008-09-18T14:33:00.000+08:00

Friday

oh dear!!! i am like late again today for the third day in a week!!! ahahha.. i guess that i will constantly be late! ahahha.. i don't care.. but i really hope that i would be able to take the 0.2 points that i have thrown away! this time round, it would be better if i would able the points to 0.4 points! =] alright..

i had to break fast yesterday because of someone.. haha.. don't worry hun! i won't blame you.. don't feel bad aites.. you know i love you! ahha.. =] i hope you will like the pictures that i had taken for you.. yup! though there are some of the pictures that are ugly!

so i am sooooo freaking happy that he is not in my team! yay!!! woohoo!! how i love that you did not turn up! yay!!! i am so happy!! thank goodness!!!

Saturday

i manage to bake cookies.. it seems that they were quite alright.. i did not get to see the person that my mom wanted to introduce to me.. oh well.. i hope that we would be able to meet up soon.. sigh.. ahhaa.. so i was wondering if i am able to go to ijc to see them takin their grading!! my bff.. haha.. boy friends forever!! ahahha.. lolol.. haha..

this is what happened today!

2008-09-12T14:41:00.001+08:00

i am freaking pissed off at the moment! seriously! i really hate the fact that you are being too nosy and always "unconciously" asking people to spoon feed you! please! do your fucking own research!

it's not wrong if you had done research and don't understand, then you asked! but you FUCKING don't do research and asked people to SPOON FEED YOU!! YOU MOTHERFUCKER! how i wish i would just drag you to one corner and fucking kill you! you are lucky that this is fasting month! i am put back the idea of killing you!

argh!!! just seeing your face makes me to show my violent side! it would be best if you don't release my violent side, which you would not want to see!

YOU ARE DAMN IRRITATING

2008-09-12T14:39:00.001+08:00

STOP BEING IRRITATING CAN?

理解するか?

2008-09-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

NSに。あるとき多くの事が起こったことを理解しなければならない。どうしてもあなたの友人が彼の電話を離れて故意に。転換したと仮定できない。当然私は実際に彼を。愛することを知っている。しかし彼はNSに。後生だからある。のようであることをあなたの友人が知っていれば、私は彼が行っている言ってもいい心配していればがあればより落ち込んだ、それ彼の健康に影響を与えることができる! まだ。彼をもう一度見ることができることを知っている。彼のキャンプで実際に訪問する彼をか。均等になることができることを知っている! そう彼を逃すとき。好むとき、ちょうど彼に会うことができる。私はほしいと思う何が今、するべき。あなた自身をの下の静めるべきである。

this is how dumb i can get..

2008-09-11T13:45:00.000+08:00

alright..the things that i am going to type down here are quite dumb! haha.. i think yesterday i was being TOO dumb! hahah

first scene

i went down to meet my friends during the first break.. however, it turned out that jerrold was unable to come down due to his f*cking faci.. so i went back to class.. please take note that i was smsing jt while walking.. ahha.. so i reached at the lobby, went to the lift and pressed the button "7".. the funny thing is that the button did not light up.. i remembered that i pressed the button for about 1 minutes until i realised that the lift did not have a "level 8" button.. i was like wonder if i really went to the correct lift.. i walked out of the lobby and i then realised that i was at E6 and not at W6.. -.- i know.. that's dumb right?

second scene

this time round.. i went to meet with jerrold, jt, ch and man yew.. ahhaa.. we had a good laughed after man yew and jt left.. i will elaborate later on.. time flies so fast when you are having fun! sigh.. went back to class and then took the lift.. this time, i am at the correct block, alright?! haha.. so i pressed the button and wait for the door to open.. as soon as i stepped out from the lift, i realised that there was no one in my class.. i am very sure that my class was so bright and there were a lot of people in my class.. my eyes caught a number on the wall.. the number is actually showing the level that i am in.. it turns out that i was at the 6th floor instead of 7th! how stupid can i be?

in the trcc cafe

it turns out that i am lazy to write.. i will write about it some other time! =]

bored and OUCH!!!

2008-09-09T15:03:00.000+08:00

hey! i am back for more stories.. just kidding.. oh my gosh.. i nearly go mad.. because i am too bored!!! gosh!! how bad can that be? i really need to have some fun, sleep and rest.. during these few days, it seems that my stomach hurts.. i don't know if i have gastric but hopefully, i really don't have this thing.. it is really painful.. argh!!!

i am meeting with khai later to help him with his pp report.. this is what happen if you are stubborn and got no time for your school work.. haha.. =D so now, he is suffering the stress.. haha.. and he still needs to type another 1800 words.. o.O hahaa.. lol poor thing.. but i really hope that he would be able to finish his pp on time.. and get approved.. ahha.. =]

i would be breaking fast in school later.. i have told my parents about it.. but i think that i still need to call my dad again.. this is to ensure that he stills remember that i would not be breaking fast at home.. sigh..

alright.. i somehow got offer from zana about taking photos of the JA bands! woohoo! i will get back to you as soon as possible, alright! i still need to disturb with the committee members and the advisors.. hope to get their approval! wee!!! =D

alright.. got to go now.. see you soon.. =]

peaceful at first

2008-09-06T11:00:00.000+08:00

hey.. damn! i just woke up and i have already started to blog.. haha.. actually that is not the real reason! i thought that i haven't done my rj.. i was like so panic.. haha.. but in the end, i had done it yesterday.. haha! how dumb can i be?

so i still owe someone a marketing and also a production schedule template.. sigh.. must do send it by today or meng yee will be so upset.. so sorry meng yee..

i have to apologise to two people.. zana and khai.. i am so sorry babe and dude.. we can't go out today.. it seems that my parents have plans for me.. sheesh.. sigh.. nevermind.. we shall go out someday aites!! though zana and khai don't really know each other but i still will try my best to go out with you guys on a separate days.. hahaha!

i was feeling quite alright when i see that 3 people turned up for yesterday's meeting.. i don't know what happened to the other 4.. sigh.. i really hoped that they really checked their webmail.. i have checked twice to see their name in before sending to them.. all of the 8 names are in including my name.. so please.. check your webmail and if you can't make it, do give me a valid reason like you are working or sick.. not the reason, "i am not in school". you have read the email and know that the meeting will take place tomorrow. yet you still didn't turn up.. so do i have to call every single one of you? i think my phone bill is increasing each time i sms to the whole lot of you! please be considerate. it doesn't hurt and kill you to check your webmail and send me the reason of your absenteeism. this is my final say to you guys. if you were to repeat again, i am going to pester the whole lot of you if the president won't do it! i had enough of these nonscence.

i am bored, pissed off thinkin of what happened and i wish to have a royal bath! thank you! argh!

i'm bored

2008-09-04T11:16:00.000+08:00

here i am sitting in my new class, blogging! ahah.. there are some of my previous semester classmates are still my classmates now.. haha! nice to see all of you again! i meet some new people! my team are quite alright.. i am fine with them! let's see.. farhana, joan, jun ming and also siew hui are in my team! yay! i can remember their names.. but not other classmates' name.. haha.. lol.. i am that forgetful.. ahaha.. =P

today is web multimedia.. the module might be easy but who knows, it might get tougher when the days passed by and coming to an end.. sigh.. =P hopefully, i am able to excel in this subject.. =D

phew.. after hours of doing, finally i have done my powerpoint slides.. sheesh.. ahaha.. lalala.. i'm very bored.. sigh.. presentation very long.. =[

sigh.. will update more about today maybe later.. *yawn*

tomorrow got school...

2008-09-02T06:21:00.000+08:00

it is 06.21 am on my laptop screen.. today is the second day of ramadhan.. sigh.. wow.. everything just move so fast these days.. hmm.. i got to eat mochi ice-cream.. yummy!! hehe.. school is starting tomorrow.. gosh.. i'm in a new class is it? i'm in w67l during wednesday for my elective.. gosh.. =P and the rest of my subjects would be in w66j.. last semester was all at e66j.. haha.. guess that the "J" never change.. lols!

i want to meet up with her.. i guess that it is not possible.. sigh.. because i am kind of busy today.. tomorrow is school and i feel so nervous.. maybe meeting some new faces??sigh.. =[ i still need to buck up! i dropped by 0.2 and that's bad.. =[ sigh.. work hard this semester, siti! if not, you can't get your dream job.. haha!

love you always darling! muacks! alright! that was for zana! hahahahaha.. =P

miss you babe

2008-08-31T19:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday was very tiring.. i had to work from 12 pm to 8 pm.. let me tell you something.. it is DAMN TIRING alright?! okay.. so something happened yesterday.. it was all a total accidental.. but i seriously cursed that person.. sigh.. so my friend and i were changing our clothes at the "changing" area.. and all of a sudden, a man came into the tent which was the "chaninging" area! damn him! i was only with my bra and my kebaya skirt and my friend was just unbuttonin her clothes! it was all pure accident.. but i really wish that the person would zip up his lips or else he will have a very damn luck for the rest of his life! argh! it was so embarrassing when i tried to talk to him since i was the in-charge for yesterday's event! sigh.. =[

damn my mother is sick today! gosh.. sigh.. get well soon mom.. what surprises me is that.. my dad is NOT an understanding person! oh my gosh! there is a sick person but you insisted her to go out with you in this hot weather where she should be staying at home resting! you are such an idiotic father i had ever seen.. i think you can win 2 awards.. most NOT understandable person and also most snobbish person! wow!! so my dad were like shopping for his clothes using my mom and my money! oh my gosh! does he not have his money?? i am so pissed off that he used our money.. for your sake, is it that hard to use your money?? damn.. and my mom and i like used our money to pay the utility bills while your money is in the bank doing nothing.. i guess you could at least be considerate! oh my gosh!

the next thing is that there is a guy trying to flirt with me.. oh my gosh! it feels weird having someone picking on me.. i'm used to my friends flirting with me.. both boys and girls.. but having a stranger to hit on me.. it feels totally weird! oh gosh.. i don't care as long as he don't try to do anything funny with me..

dang! i miss talking to zana.. *sniff* miss her a lot.. for these past 2 days.. i haven't been talking to her.. because both of us are busy.. haha.. =D love you a lot babe! i bet elfie is envy because you replied me back.. haha.. people thought that i am talking to my boyfriend when it is actually i am talking to zana.. why?! this is because before putting down the phone, i will always say, "love you.. *and sometimes with a kiss*" and she will reply, " love you too.." ahahaha.. you can say we are kind off lovey dovey but we are not THAT kind of lovey dovey.. hahaha.. lols..